Tuesday, December 5, 2023

ALBUM REVIEW: 3rd Ave - Cyberbully

3rd Ave's long-awaited debut LP, CYBERBULLY, is a testament to the collective's commitment to innovation, eclecticism, and fun.   
Reviewed by Alex "Ash" Han 
 

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Before reading this review, please support 3rd Ave and stream
CYBERBULLY on all platforms! You can find the streaming links to the project via 3rd Ave's Linktree.
 
Please also feel free to check out my previous reviews of nickwuh's us against the universe, TypeOh's Seeker, Jaden Tyler's Sadfish, and Thai Thai's TELEVISED SUICIDE! Also available are my reviews of 3rd Ave's previous singles, specifically "Gottem""how u like", and "ackerman".
 
AUTHOR'S (OTHER) NOTE: An earlier version of this article misattributed Mathias's guitar solo on "LSD" to Jaden. This has now been corrected. 
 
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME since I made my first foray into Music Technology. I was a wide-eyed prospective transfer student coming from the anthropology department at CAS, coming off of an impromptu pandemic-induced gap semester during which I'd seriously considered dropping out of school altogether, emerging into a COVID-stricken eighth floor that was rarely anything other than desolate & deserted. Those initial months in MTech were difficult for me. Going from the massive, sprawling anthropology program to a much smaller community in which I knew no one was hard enough. Add to that the scattered nature of the MTech undergraduate student body during that late-pandemic era, and suddenly I found myself in a landscape in which it was prohibitively difficult to make friends and meet new people. Much of the students I met during those first few classes seemed to be operating on a solitary basis; things were insular and closed, and it seemed to me that most people preferred creating music alone to working collaboratively with those around them. Of course, it was a long time ago, in a social landscape that was vastly more cautious and restrictive than it is currently, but I remember worrying very much that I'd made a mistake transferring into MTech. It didn't seem as open or collaborative as I had hoped back then, and I remember wanting a greater sense of community than I was able to access at the time. I certainly wasn't about to spend $35,000 a year just to make music alone on my laptop. I wanted to meet more people and work with folks and create art I never would have created otherwise, and for a variety of reasons, I did precious little of any of those things for the first stretch of my journey.

I emerged from that first semester a little demoralized, and a little bruised & battered on account of the B– I'd gotten in Analog Electronics (I did blow up an op-amp, but in my defense, I had literally never done anything electronics-related before, so there). Things began to blossom a little more the following semester, when I started taking the first actually music-related courses in MTech. I took CMS with Adam Rokhsar, which was where I worked with Rain Edward for the first time, and where Mel Fisch inspired my initial exploration of hyperpop and drum & bass. I met Chris Sanders in Analog Recording Technology; the two of us would end up taking the stage at MTech Invasion 2.0 a year and a half later. Still, things felt quiet and somewhat isolating; nobody seemed to be really looking to work together, or perhaps I was just looking in the wrong places. Either way, there was a definite paucity of MTech bands and collectives that I wished would be filled. It seemed like an incredible waste of potential for all of the artistic skill on display in this program to go towards solo projects rather than working alongside others to create things one could never make by themselves.

That brings us to last fall, when I started this blog. I did so because I wanted to create a space for people to engage critically with each other's music, and I thought that anonymously offering my own opinions might be a good way to generate discussion. At the time, the blog was very small, so I was relatively desperate for content to review, and I wanted to stay away from reviewing the music of people whom I knew personally in order to avoid being affected by personal bias. Luckily for me, there were a bunch of then-freshmen who brought with them a prolific and sizeable catalog of solo work. This random dude from Chicago named nickwuh was the first to land on my radar; the article I wrote reviewing his hyperpop LP us against the universe was just the fifth album review I wrote on this blog. TypeOh's Seeker, Jaden Tyler's Sadfish, and Thai Thai's TELEVISED SUICIDE all made it into my queue over the subsequent couple of weeks. I found a great many things to enjoy about all four projects, and I spent much of the semester getting acquainted with the artists and their music from behind the comfort of my pseudonym-derived anonymity.*
 
*There's a couple of funny stories resulting from this. I remember meeting Mathias (Thai Thai) and Luke (TypeOh) for the first time on the eighth floor, and trying really hard to act natural given that I knew them already and was a huge fan of their work, but they had no idea who I was at all! About a week or so after that, I almost straight up blew my cover during a Collegium listening session; I was onstage presenting a draft version of "Pathological (Who I Am)", one of my own songs, and Jaden raised their hand to give feedback, and I called on them by name despite never having met them in person before. Oops. Definitely seemed a little sus after that.
 
 
Pictured above: The members of 3rd Ave, pictured here during the original MTech Invasion last spring. From left to right: Suzie Sanford, nickwuh, Jaden Tyler, Anshoo Saha, TypeOh, Thai Thai, Milk Duds.
 
When the announcement came that these four, along with Suzie Sanford and Anshoo Saha, had formed a band together, I was really excited. The new group was called 3rd Ave, and the release of their debut single, "Gottem", felt like a big event. People were hyped, myself included, and the consensus seemed to be that it was just really cool to see all of these artists come together and make new music. For me, 3rd Ave felt like the first post-pandemic breath of life into MTech. Watching them come together was like seeing the first green shoots sprouting after a forest fire. For the first time in a long, long time, people were putting their heads together and pushing each other to new heights. I've eagerly followed the group's trajectory all the way from "Gottem" at the beginning of this year to the subject of today's article: CYBERBULLY, their full-length debut album. It's been a long road getting to this point, and there's certainly been a lot of anticipation leading up to this release, especially considering 3rd Ave's prolific run of pre-album singles—"ackerman" broke 100,000 streams on Spotify not too long ago! Going into this album, I was anxious to see how 3rd Ave's existing strengths would carry through this new project, and whether or not they'd make any daring new decisions to push towards a new sound for the group.

 
Pictured above: 3rd Ave performing "CYBERBULLY", then titled "Woppy", at the original MTech Invasion on April 13th, 2023. From left to right: Jaden Tyler, TypeOh, Thai Thai, nickwuh, & Anshoo. Photography by Alex Ehasz.
 
The album opens with the title track, "CYBERBULLY", which begins with the swelling, cinematic synth intro 3rd Ave customarily uses to open their shows, beginning as a quiet drone before rising to a gale-force howl.* The epic swell concludes with a sudden drop into silence and a flip of a sample from the Bleach soundtrack, setting the stage with a dark industrial backdrop ornamented with slamming, distorted bass and dusty, digital crunk drums. Thai Thai kicks off the performances with a bang, spitting an agile hook with plenty of braggadocious spirit. His rapid sixteenth-note flows whiz by like a boxer's fists, highlighting his athletic rhythmic chops and raw, confident vocal delivery. He sounds hungry here, eager to prove 3rd Ave's tenacity & grit, which is a good note on which to open the album. His verse pulls back a little, dropping into a bellicose triplet flow that finds a really nice pocket. TypeOh's aggressive second verse follows shortly thereafter, his lean, taut delivery making for a nice contrast with Thai Thai's more textured vocals. The two trade lines back and forth near the end of the song, which I thought was a really cool moment that served as an effective introduction to the relationship between the two rappers. Opening the LP like this, with what amounts to a duo piece between TypeOh and Thai Thai, was certainly an interesting decision, but I actually really like it given that these two anchor much of the record. It's a compelling intro track that gives us a peek at two of our main characters, while also serving as a tantalizing preview that doesn't reveal too much.

*Listening to it for the first time, it felt weird to hear the intro to this track without Anshoo screaming "MAKE SOME FUCKING NOISE" over the top. I suppose I've seen it live one too many times lmao

The second track, "ALASKA", kicks off with a sparse synth line that almost sounds like it could have popped out of an early-2010s Pitbull track. The Europop influences that poke through the surface in the two-voice sawtooth harmony make for an interesting blend with the track's bouncy Southern trap instrumental. TypeOh's first verse is an excellent lead-in, as his flow begins as a relatively sparse staccato affair before gradually speeding up faster and faster until it reaches peak intensity right at its end. It's here that I hear the trademark "Luke's dorm" vocal sound for the first time, as the lead vocals bear some weird proximity effects and squelchy mouth noises that come through a little too much, but it's nothing too distracting. Anshoo makes a surprise appearance here, delivering a high sung chorus that sounds unexpectedly angelic. The melody is insanely catchy and gives him a chance to show off his excellent singing voice, augmented with some tasteful Autotune that elevates his already-great performance to the next level. Thai Thai takes the next verse, coming in with his trademark breezy triplet flow before we return back to the hook. Even with two choruses, it feels a little too short to me; on first listen, I remember being really annoyed that the track didn't keep going! Anshoo's work crafting a hook here was truly exquisite, as he successfully managed to put together a chorus I just want to keep replaying over and over. I love the track’s embrace of pop aesthetics in its presentation, especially its supremely hooky nature; this ranks as one of 3rd Ave’s best choruses ever, and its straightforward approach to pop rap cements it as one of my favorites on the album.

 
Pictured above: TypeOh (center) daps up Anshoo (right) from the crowd while nickwuh (left) delivers vocals at MTech Invasion 2.0 on November 17th, 2023. Photograph by Steven Pisano.
 
"FREAK" brings a guest verse from MACK, one of Jaden Tyler's old collaborators from high school. MACK’s opening verse flows over a drum pattern that reads like a modern spin on Miami bass, with flurries of rapid-fire hi-hats, distant siren-like synth leads, and smooth 808s evoking comparisons to Rico Nasty and 112; this is as quintessential Jaden Tyler production as you're going to find anywhere on the album. MACK's flow is nimble yet nonchalant, striking a nice balance somewhere in the middle that lends him a certain flippant, easygoing confidence. The back-and-forth interplay between Jaden’s stereoized backing vocals and MACK’s lead vocals coming down the center works really nicely. After a short drum ornamented by little conga runs and fun percussion loops, Jaden’s middle verse maximizes the comedic potential of their deadpan delivery. Thai Thai’s third verse is a bit more mixed for me—I'm not a huge fan of the more nasally delivery on this one. However, TypeOh’s closing verse flows really well over a loosely old-school beat like this, calling back to his "Gottem" flow for a second, name-dropping Andrew Luck in a verse that references his Bay Area roots. This track was a bit of a sleeper for me; I wasn't a huge fan of it on first listen, but MACK's verse has grown on me a lot in the time since, and the overall fun-loving vibe of the track is a nice break from the darker & smoother cuts on either side of it in the tracklist.

On "HIEROGLYPHS", rage drums and thick 808s provide a relentless driving pulse underneath a muted, chantlike synth lead. Thai Thai’s slightly distorted vocal processing and more low-down vocal delivery on this one works really well with the track’s edgier vibe. While not his most larger-than-life moment on the album, in retrospect, this might be one of my favorite verses from Mathias on the LP. Anshoo's smooth Autotuned hook channels Gunna in a big way, which is an interesting cross-section I really like. TypeOh's verse fits well, but I'm less of a fan of the distortion when it's on Luke's voice rather than Mathias's; it seems to give Luke some slightly weird frequency content in the upper mid frequency range. Like its predecessor, "ALASKA", this track definitely feels a little too short to me—which I suppose only means it's ripe for a future remix!

 
Pictured above: 3rd Ave performing "BOP IT" at Invasion 2.0. From left to right: nickwuh, Jaden Tyler, Anshoo, Jaden Tyler. Photograph by Steven Pisano.
 
"BOP IT" saw a release a few weeks ago as one of the lead singles from CYBERBULLY. Admittedly, I missed this one when it first came out, but in the context of the full album it's really grown on me. nickwuh’s kinda hilarious take on bouncy Jaden-like synth rap works really well, giving TypeOh a slinky foundation for him to flow over in a cross-section that again calls back to “Gottem”. Jaden’s appearance here is one of my favorite performances on the whole album, bringing a supremely catchy chorus with a super fun flow; their verse is also loaded a bunch of hilarious punchlines ("I'm doing laundry all the time 'cause I can't keep my sheets clean", "Donald Trump starting five, I'm on his basketball team/I'm shootin' bricks to build a wall, but still got racks in my jeans", and "Never catch a felony, I'm Mr. Misdemeanor" being some of my favorites) that cements them as an excellent wild-card addition. The pacing of this track is one of its strongest points, with Jaden’s wild card middle verse bookended by TypeOh and Thai Thai’s more straightforward approaches. Speaking of Thai Thai, he definitely has a good amount of fun with his verse, playing with his inflection and delivery to switch it up and give his performance a little more spicy variation. Jaden's hook returns one more time at the end, supported by some pitched-down doubles. This track is another one that was a big sleeper for me, and it's definitely unique amongst the other cuts on the album in its at-once retro and modern dance-rap vibe.

The second of two guest appearances on the album, "TAMAGOTCHI" features River Hooks, marking the album’s shift into a heavier hyperpop slant. The track opens with an agile hook, performed by River; her nimble flow switches and thick, luscious harmonies instantly set the vibe of the track as being both chilled out and frantically energetic simultaneously, which is an interesting blend that somehow works really well. The frenetic synth arpeggiators and flickering drums communicate a ton of astral, feverish energy that synergizes really well with TypeOh’s really nice melodic verse. TypeOh brings a bunch of great melodies throughout his verse, merging his lithe & quick-footed rap flow with his penchant for catchy sung alternative rock melodies, last visible on Seeker. Anshoo’s more lowkey approach during his own verse also works really well to steadily ramp up the energy as the flow picks up speed. Eventually, we drop into nickwuh’s verse section, which is amazing and is a huge high point for me. This verse marks the first time he takes the spotlight on the album; the wait was well worth it, as he brings some beautiful tenor passages that lend the song a really incredible emotional climax. His lyrics deal with regret and existentialism, as he sings about having to "…pretend I'm a grown-ass man when I don't know what the fuck I'm doing", and "using anxiety as an excuse" to "suffocate" a past love interest; the steadily-climbing melody and growing harmony texture do a lot to make this verse feel like a true soul-baring confessional. He also brings some stunning high notes in an impassioned lead vocal performance that helps cast him as 3rd Ave's emotional core, an unguarded heart that languishes hidden behind TypeOh's bluster and Thai Thai's swagger. "TAMAGOTCHI" is one of my favorite tracks on the album, and its cross-section between headbanger hyperpop and genuine vulnerability makes it one of my favorite things 3rd Ave has ever done.

 
Pictured above: Mathias Quilon (center), also known as Thai Thai, one of the centerpieces on "HOLD MY HAND // PIECES", pictured here at Invasion 2.0. From left to right: Jaden Tyler, Thai Thai, nickwuh, TypeOh. Photograph by Steven Pisano.
 
"HOLD MY HAND // PIECES" is a two-parter track that slows things down a little. Opening with a woozy, trem-heavy guitar line and tender vocals from Thai Thai, this piece calls back to Thai’s folk-inspired work on wait for me, stranger, and in many ways feels like his resident magnum opus on the album. He very much feels like the centerpiece of this track, delivering heartbroken couplets from behind a veil of airy pads and melancholic vinyl crackle. Following Thai's verse, there's a brief section where TypeOh and nickwuh trade lines back and forth—not a huge fan of the hard panning here, nor the slightly abrupt pop-ins on some of the lines, but the vocal performances are really strong and sell the emotional content really well. From there, the track hits a tempo speedup, bringing in a drum & bass breakbeat as TypeOh begins to spit, once again merging pop rock melody with his rapid-fire flow. Eventually, we hit a massive drop outlined by formant-shifted vocals and huge saw chords over a distorted trap beat in a moment that feels very much like classic nickwuh. I think the mix here suffers a little; the different elements feel like they crash together, and there's not a ton of space left for the listener to breathe here. Still, the sung melody here is catchy, and the formant shifting is really cool. The slowdown & reversal of the guitar parts, plus the switch into a new key that leads us into the "PIECES" half of the track, comes a bit out of left field, and felt a bit sudden to me. We're not left with a lot of time to absorb the new soundscape, as a downtempo moody trap beat comes crashing in as Thai Thai brings a Kid LAROI-esque half-screamed half-sung emo trap hook. I don’t love the aesthetic, but Thai’s vocal performance is really cool, and it’s nice to see him combine his tender singing voice with his screamed, raw delivery from some TELEVISED SUICIDE-era tracks. nickwuh and TypeOh both contribute sung verses, buoyed by distant harmonies and the occasional beat cut. The koto break at the end of the song is a really nice touch, with Thai’s subdued background vocals taking us out. I'm not the biggest fan of this track, but I do think that the artistic vision here was really ambitious, and I'd love for 3rd Ave to try more genre-bending long-form experimental tracks like this in the future!

"FACETIME", chronologically the first track the members of 3rd Ave worked on together, began as a TypeOh solo track before growing out into a 3rd Ave affair. A synth-heavy rage-rap banger that combines the poppy, hooky ethos of “ALASKA” with the rage aesthetic of Ken Carson and Trippie Redd, “FACETIME” ended the year in the number 5 spot on my Spotify Wrapped. TypeOh's hook is wickedly catchy, supported by lush, textured synth pads and economical trap drums. TypeOh and Thai Thai trade melodic verses that see both of them exploring new territory; both come up with some really catchy lines along the way and sound great overall. The track does feel a little short, and perhaps a bit less involved than many of the other tracks here, but I suppose that as the first 3rd Ave song ever, it's understandable for it to feel a bit less fleshed-out than some of the newer tracks. Still, the track is no less catchy for it, and nails the pop rap/rage crossover very well.

Atonal, outlined with various blips and beeps and mechanical sound effects, “???” is one of the most forceful tracks on the whole album. Distorted and angry, Thai Thai's first verse feels like "CUT UP" Part 2, as he brings an ultra-aggressive delivery. Thai’s lines are kinda hilarious (“I got an emo bitch, she like to kill herself” and "Walk in the room and the pussy get Gucci/I ain't bilingual, I only speak coochie" are the two that come to mind the most). TypeOh brings a similarly strong performance, though his voice seems to get swallowed by the bass on occasion. The mix on this track is another minor point of contention, as it feels to me like there's a lot of high mid stuff going on that can tend to take away space from the vocals. Either way, though, there's plenty here to focus on, and the track is a perfectly good bar track for its two minutes of runtime.

 
Pictured above: Jaden Tyler's chaotic-neutral energy, pictured here at the CYBERBULLY release party on December 1st, 2023, at Highside Workshop in Bushwick. Also visible is nickwuh staying hydrated in the back. Photograph by me.
 
"ECSTASY" feels like another experiment with rage, embracing a sound palette that reads like an ethereal crossover between the works of Playboi Carti and arkangel, with distant leads and airy synth pads creating a floaty, somewhat metallic vibe. The presentation of the chorus on this one is a little… weird, and I'm not sure I'm a big fan of the way the subject matter is depicted. nickwuh's second verse also feels like it takes away some momentum from the progression of the track to me. Still, the sound design on the track is really nice, and I really like the densely-packed, thickly-textured beat on this one. The moment when everything except the drums drops out to start off TypeOh's verse is really cool. The following chorus seems to lose a lot of the mix, as much of it disappears into these huge synth pads that enter around that point. The outro makes up for it, though, as Jaden Tyler busts out an absolutely sick synth/guitar solo that employs some really nice bends and ornaments. I'd wished for some time that Jaden would make more use of his guitar skills on 3rd Ave's songs, and I suppose this song delivered on that front at least! While I wasn't a huge fan of some of the decisions that were made on this track, the overall framework of "ECSTASY" is very strong, and I very much like the soundscape and texture the members of 3rd Ave were able to achieve here.
 
On "'05 ACCORD", a warped chordal sample takes us into a sparse drum pattern accompanied by occasional orchestral hits and reversed swells. TypeOh’s delivery is really nice on this one, while Jaden’s lackadaisical flow makes for an interesting transition that goes across rather well. “I get to the green like a motherfuckin’ Shrek/Money so big like an ogre” is hilarious and might be the funniest line on the album. I think Jaden's slower eighth note flow on this track might be part of the reason why the zingers hit so hard; the slower flow allows a lot of time for the listener to gravitate towards his lyrics and punchlines, which are both as good as ever this time around. Jaden's verse is super fun and transitions into Thai Thai's breakneck flow in a really nice way. The contrast between TypeOh, Jaden, and Thai Thai is managed particularly well on this track, and the pacing gives everyone just enough space to do what they do without ever wearing out their welcome or growing stale.

"LSD" is a 100 gecs/underscores-flavored pop punk/hyperpop crossover track buoyed by heavy guitars. TypeOh takes the first verse, and he sounds fucking great over this pop punk vibe. His vocal melodies are consistently excellent, and his performance makes for a surprisingly natural fit over the chugging power chords and cut time, uptempo drums. Thai Thai takes the hook, bringing a tender rendition of the singable chorus melody; his performance here is genuinely amazing and ranks as one of my favorite performances of his on the album. The backing vocals also do an excellent job translating Thai's performance to a larger-than-life scale; he sounds truly titanic, which works really well for this track. nickwuh’s verse feels very us against the universe to me, taking full advantage of his soaring tenor range. Thai's guitar solo in the middle section also absolutely rips (Dear Mathias: please play more guitar). I really admire the restraint exhibited by the group insofar as not giving the track's chorus to Nick, which seems like the obvious choice given his pop punk tenor voice. Instead, Thai takes the hook for much of the song. We get to hear Nick sing the hook eventually, but the group makes us wait until the very end, which I thought was a great choice. Finally hearing nickwuh and Thai Thai sing the chorus in harmony with each other was a great emotional climax on the back end of this record. I'm a huge fan of the production on this one, and I really enjoy 3rd Ave’s forays into pop rock. I can only hope that they decide to do more songs like this in the future!

 
Pictured above: "JAE CROWDER" goes crazy in a live setting, seen here at the CYBERBULLY release party. Photograph by me.
 
An ethereal, heavenly flute & piano sample opens "JAE CROWDER", before suddenly switching key and veering into a super dark, menacing trap instrumental. The intro switchup goes insanely hard and might be one of my favorite curveball moments on the album. TypeOh’s relentless hook goes crazy, with a driving staccato forcefulness that feels like he's pummeling a punching bag, and is a standout moment for him on the LP. Thai’s opening verse is a really nice change of pace for him, as he breaks into an Autotuned falsetto. He sounds smooth as hell, and makes a great vibe switch from his usual rapped delivery, as he channels Anshoo's characteristically slick, controlled style for a second. (I actually mistook this verse for being one of Anshoo's on first listen, which speaks to how well Mathias adopted this style!) Jaden’s verse is also amazing; the “red paint/blue paint” line is hilarious, and Jaden's deadpan manages to sound properly menacing on this track, which goes really well with Thai and TypeOh's vibe. I do think the mix isn't perfect—Thai and Jaden both sound ever so slightly canned, and there is a bit too much mouth noise, especially in Jaden's vocals. Still, "JAE CROWDER" is one of my favorite tracks on the album, and in my personal opinion, it's the hardest "bar track" on the album. Its strategic usage of Luke, Mathias, and Jaden makes it feel like a fully-realized version of the "ackerman" lineup, employed in a way that fits them together perfectly.

The album’s last track, "MAWILE", drops us straight into a tender nickwuh hook. With co-production from nickwuh and Charlie, the elusive seventh member of 3rd Ave, this track leans into a soft indie hyperpop/Midwest emo vibe that feels like a true embracing of everything that makes 3rd Ave great. The guitars do some really cool tapped open-tuning riffs articulating a very pretty chord progression that also uses one of my personal favorite music theory tricks (namely, the minor iv chord in a major key! Try it, it sounds fucking great). The entrance of a bass guitar and some additional harmonies on top solidify the sensation of building to a peak, as filtered drums ratchet up the energy. The chorus hits with a wall of guitars, huge acoustic drums, and formant-shifted vocals for the hook. The hook itself is insanely catchy, incorporating bits of the melody of "HOLD MY HAND", which I thought made for a nice callback. We drop down a little into a sonic landscape carried by organic acoustic guitars and some really beautiful sung vocals from TypeOh, who turns in an achingly heartfelt performance for this middle section that proves his prowess as a vocalist. A fakeout buildup sets up another chorus, but instead drops us into a richly-layered bridge sung by Thai Thai over a J-pop-esque piano part. The second drop, when it does hit, sounds absolutely massive, with guitars and bass and synth pads and arpeggiators coalescing into a gigantic wall. Thai also completely sells the emotion of this part of the track, singing some beautiful passages; I also love his lyric of "sticks and stones/Will build a home", which I thought was a touching way to end off the bridge. The last hook is absolutely titanic, with every single member of 3rd Ave (minus Jaden) contributing to a huge chorus of voices that all melt together into one colossal texture. Even Charlie makes a cameo appearance, as he sings the last few lines of the song before we drop down and out. Ending on this track was an interesting choice—it's probably the most pop 3rd Ave has ever gotten, but as an emotional vehicle, the song is unassailable, and works remarkably well as an earnest closing statement from the band's members. All of them turn in some of their best vocals on the whole album, and Charlie and Nick's production sounds beautiful. Part of me wishes it were easier to pick out the voices of the individual members in the ending harmonies, but even so, that's a relatively pedantic nitpick, and the overall result is still wonderfully heartfelt and captures something intangible about youth in a really beautiful way.

 
Pictured above: Jaden Tyler (left) and nickwuh (right) performing together at the CYBERBULLY release party.
 
CYBERBULLY, as a body of work, makes for a uniquely compelling showcase of what makes 3rd Ave great. The LP's production ranges from the simple, hard-hitting bounce of songs like "ALASKA" and "JAE CROWDER" to the heady, blippy maximalism of "LSD" and "HOLD MY HAND // PIECES". Each and every member of 3rd Ave turns in a string of inspired performances, culminating in a consistently strong body of verses and hooks rife with inspired flow switches and catchy melodic shapes. Everyone gets a chance to shine on this album, and the album is loaded with some all-time great performances—Anshoo’s buttery-smooth hook on “ALASKA”, Jaden’s tongue-in-cheek middle verse on “BOP IT”, nickwuh’s angelic bridge on “TAMAGOTCHI”, TypeOh’s forceful uppercut of a chorus on “JAE CROWDER”, Thai Thai’s surprisingly sweet hook on “LSD”… even Suzie’s backing vocals on “MAWILE” are a really nice touch. Most of the members have never sounded better than on this record, with all five main vocalists delivering confident raps and soft, tender singing in equal measure. Special shoutout goes to Luke here, whose singing performances were a consistent pleasant surprise. Anshoo also gets a nod from me, as he unveils his unexpectedly effortless singing voice to great effect on "ALASKA" and "HIEROGLYPHS". I really admire everyone's commitment to versatility in their vocal performances, and hope that they continue to push themselves and try and get new and interesting sounds out of their voices from here forward.
 
 
Pictured above: "DOWN, ONE… DOWN, TWO!" Photograph by Steven Pisano.
 
The album is also quite representative, showcasing stylistic bits & pieces from each of the individual members' solo discographies on the way—perhaps most notably the lean & mean, forceful, bounce-heavy, battle rap-flavored bluster of TypeOh's Seeker, sonic characteristics which appear in spades across CYBERBULLY's tracklist. The colorful, sweeping grandiosity of nickwuh's us against the universe also makes for a visible presence on this record, with Nick's trademark thickly-layered VST synth sounds, emotive melodic sensibilities, and texture-based mixing philosophy coming to prominence on tracks like "TAMAGOTCHI" and "MAWILE". While those two albums are probably the biggest contributors to the final sound of CYBERBULLY, the clever, tongue-in-cheek, wry humor & lighthearted spirit of Jaden Tyler's Sadfish is a key component of tracks such as "BOP IT" and "FREAK". "HOLD MY HAND // PIECES" and "LSD" call back to Thai Thai's acoustic folk-flavored wait for me, stranger EP from earlier this year, and even his TELEVISED SUICIDE-era screamed-raw vocal delivery makes a cameo appearance on the hook of "PIECES"! In this way, the album does manage to be something more than the sum of a bunch of solo projects; it manages to find the crossover points at which all of its members' styles intersect, and create art that lives within that space and pushes its members to new heights.

 
Pictured above: Jaden Tyler, 3rd Ave's resident comedian, performing at MTech Invasion 2.0. Photograph by Steven Pisano.
 
However, once I'd had a couple full listens through the album, I did start to realize that CYBERBULLY… has a bit of an identity crisis. There are points at which I felt like the album was unsure on how to present its mood, or realize the tone it was going for. I think part of this has to do with the album's sense of humor, or lack thereof; it seems to go back and forth as to how hard it wants to commit to being funny. Jaden's off-the-wall punchlines and deadpan delivery are probably the funniest aspect of this record, and I generally think their contributions are well-integrated and usually make for a nice, middle-verse vibe switch. This album is loaded with hilarious lines, some of which I've noted above, and the existence of those lines definitely positively factors into my overall enjoyment of the album. On the other hand, though, there are just as many lines that seem like they're supposed to be funny, but for whatever reason, aren't presented in a way that makes their humorous intent obvious. For example—"I got an emo bitch, she like to kill herself" is an outrageously funny line, but the aggressive vocal delivery and the dark instrumental of "???", the track on which it appears, completely siphons all of the humor out of it. A similar thing happens with the chorus on "ECSTASY", where the lyrics detail sex in a way that's so over-the-top and gratuitous that it could have been really funny if presented differently. Moments like these tend to get robbed of their humor and just sorta end up being head-scratchers, and I, as a listener, get pulled out of the experience while I wonder as to whether or not that line was supposed to be a joke or not. Luke's confident bravado, Anshoo's robotic panache, and Mathias's breezy nonchalance tend to come across in a way that belies Jaden's comical zaniness and Nick's earnest vulnerability, creating a certain narrative split between the different members. I sometimes feel as though I'm being pulled in a new emotional direction every time a new verse comes on! What I will say is that I've seen all of these songs performed live, and in a live setting, all the lyrics kinda just whiz by; in that space, the energy is what matters more than anything, and I never really picked up on these little idiosyncrasies. In fact, if I were judging this album strictly off of how well it works as a live performance, then it would be just about perfect (the album release show was lit as fuck). But listening to the songs on streaming, in a sit-down setting, wearing headphones, with a little more space to focus in on the lyrics, it starts to be evident that the album can sometimes struggle with how to present its subject matter. 
 
The aforementioned was just one facet of a few things that led me to feeling disappointed by this album, especially in the first couple days after its release. Part of me felt like the 3rd Ave formula I'd grown to know & love during the group's prolific string of pre-album singles had perhaps grown a little stale. Another part of me felt as though songs like "HIEROGLYPHS" and "FREAK" retreaded the groundwork of "ackerman" and "Gottem" a little too closely, while songs like "HOLD MY HAND // PIECES" and "???" strayed a little too far from 3rd Ave's established strengths. Yet another part of me wished we'd gotten more Anshoo, whose occasional killer verses and choruses dotted throughout the album really just made me want more. Still another part of me wanted to give this album a zero out of 10 on the sole basis of the fact that we never got the long-awaited Suzie verse I've been waiting a whole year for. In light of all of this, I had to reach the conclusion that perhaps I wasn't being entirely fair to this album. Coming off of the past year and a half, during which I've been a huge fan of not only 3rd Ave, but also all of its members, I've been itching to hear this debut, and my standards for it were definitely really high. It's tough to take a group with as many myriad strengths as 3rd Ave, and feature all of those diverse strengths in a single body of work. Especially in a collective as large as this one, any body of work is, by nature, a compromise. In this regard, the album is a largely successful one, even though at least a couple things out of the million things I wanted this album to do fell by the wayside in the process.
 
 
Pictured above: Thai Thai (left), Jaden Tyler (center), and TypeOh (right) performing at MTech Invasion 2.0. Photograph by Steven Pisano.
 
Perhaps CYBERBULLY is one of those situations where the answer is never quite as tantalizing as the question—in this case, the question being just what 3rd Ave were actually gonna sound like when their long-awaited debut finally arrived. Now, with the album finally firmly lodged in our brains, we can assess what the album does well. This album embodies fun as a concept better than almost anything else I can think of. Everything about it is wild and hedonistic, and its energy is genuinely infectious. When TypeOh is spitting, Anshoo is gliding over the beat, and nickwuh is singing his heart out, the emotional effect is truly something to behold, and the moments where this album works… simply work. The vibes are off the charts, the energy is immaculate, and the hip hop bangers on this album cement themselves as prime dancefloor rave material for a variety of social functions. Aside from those uptempo moments, the album boasts plenty of real emotional weight, and its moments of soul-searching and contemplation are honest and heartfelt. "MAWILE" is probably the clearest example of this, but "LSD" and "HOLD MY HAND // PIECES" also provide plenty of emotional insight into the members of 3rd Ave that listeners can latch onto and relate to. Managing that dichotomy between 1) being invincible, shit-talking battle rappers who are levels above normal people problems and 2) being real, vulnerable, relatable humans is a hard task for anyone, but CYBERBULLY manages that split very well, and that in itself is admirable.
 
That's not even scratching the surface of what 3rd Ave represents as a symbol, a clean summation of all of the things I've grown to love about our little community. As always, the group remains resolutely committed to the pursuit of good sounds, and aren't afraid to take a few risks to get there. Mathias's contributions stuck out to me especially here—his adoption of Anshoo's glassy Autotuned sound on "JAE CROWDER", his tender rendition of the pop punk chorus on "LSD", even his long-form through-composed songwriting on "HOLD MY HAND // PIECES" all stick out as being good little experiments where he pushes himself outside of his comfort zone, often to great effect. It's clear that the group isn't scared to experiment, to grow and evolve, to push the boundaries of people's expectations as to what music they're allowed to make, and to have fun while doing it. And on the eighth floor, and to me, they're a shining example of all that's possible in our program, and the great things we can achieve when we put our heads together. In that regard, CYBERBULLY is a smashing success, and is an album I'll likely be listening to for a long, long time. Wherever 3rd Ave goes next, I am certain they'll continue to push the boundaries and create art that inspires both myself and many others, just like they've always done.      
 
Personal enjoyment score: 8.5 out of 10
 
Standout tracks: "ALASKA", "HIEROGLYPHS", "BOP IT", "TAMAGOTCHI (feat. RIVER HOOKS)", "LSD", "JAE CROWDER", "MAWILE"
 
 
Pictured above: Mathias's Invasion 2.0-era replacement for his iconic Milk Duds. Photo by Kat Yeaton. If you scrolled this far, thank you!

Saturday, August 5, 2023

Singles Spotlight: July 2023 - Funhouse Mirrors, Strawberry Launch, Trash Bangs

From comedy bardcore to quiet storm quarter-life crisis anthems, MTech's finest showed out in epic fashion this summer.
Written by Alex Han
 
Hello all and welcome back to Singles Spotlight! It's been a great summer to this point, punctuated by plenty of great music from all corners of the MTech community. This edition covers some our favorite releases from the months of June and July, namely those by Funhouse Mirrors, Strawberry Launch, and Trash Bangs! Sorry we couldn't cover more—we've been super busy over the summer with our own lives, but rest assured we'll be back next month with a new edition.

You all know the drill—make sure to show support for all of the artists involved by streaming their music via the links we've provided! Hope you all enjoy the music and happy reading!

Funhouse Mirrors - Schrodinger's Sexuality


Stream "Schrodinger's Sexuality" via Funhouse Mirrors' Linktree page! Also check out the track's music video on YouTube, and if you like what you hear, visit the official Funhouse Mirrors website for more information!
 
While I was building my first couple guitars back during the spring semester, I became somewhat of a constant presence on the eighth floor. I was all too eager to pass my guitars-in-progress around to anyone who could play, seeking opinions from better guitarists than I as to how the instruments felt and played. During that time, I watched a great many MTech students play guitar for me, and saw a ton of different techniques, practices, and styles of play in use. To date, though, only one student chose to flip my (very much right-handed) guitar upside down and play it left-handed—this being Johnny Weiner, guitarist for the wildly innovative progressive rock outfit Funhouse Mirrors. While I stood there, amazed by Johnny's ability to literally play guitar backwards, he nonchalantly remarked something to the effect of "you get used to it if you do it often enough" (…damn, I guess I need to start building some left-handed guitars too in order to ease this man's pain). In short, watching him play upside-down was mind-boggling to the extent that it broke my brain for a second or two. In short, I'd witnessed but a small portion of the musical skill and out-of-the-box approach that goes into Funhouse Mirrors as a whole.
 

Funhouse Mirrors has been a consistent blip on my radar for several months while I've been working on this blog. Comprised of lead vocalist and drummer Evan Sheppard, bassist Jackson Gray, keyboardist Dan Centeno, and the aforementioned Johnny Weiner on guitars, the band embraces a wide variety of influences, spanning from deep prog to uber-technical math rock—which, admittedly, is why many of the band's prior releases have sailed clean over my head prior to this point! Nonetheless, their most recent effort, the hilarious "Schrodinger's Sexuality", has found itself in regular rotation on my Spotify as of late. Built on a whimsical 7/4 pulse and an entertaining, humorous dissection of the societal hyperfixation on sexuality, "Schrodinger's Sexuality" pairs ambitious, technically saavy musicianship with genuine absurdist comedy in a package that has to be my favorite from Funhouse Mirrors thus far.

"The story of 'Schrodinger’s Sexuality' started when a friend of mine from music school posted a picture of her band for pride month with the caption “Guess the straight one”… Every time we’d hang out, every new clue and lead I’d get from her just ended up convoluting things even further. She’d always throw a curveball, and their sexualities being completely unknown was starting to remind me of Schrödinger’s Cat—a thought experiment where a cat is placed into a box along with deadly poison, and since you can’t see whether the cat has touched that poison or not, it’s in a state of being both dead or alive: that is, until you open the box. Since we had no idea what they were, their sexualities, at least from our point of view, were in a very similar quantum superposition. They were all every sexuality… and none, simultaneously." –Evan Sheppard, lead vocalist of Funhouse Mirrors

Clicking play opens up the track with a strangely off-kilter organ riff played by Dan, embracing an unapologetically disjunct melodic contour and plenty of interesting minor seventh dissonances. Johnny's squawking guitar and Jackson's syncopated, chromatic bassline join in soon after, backed by a steady 7/4 pulse courtesy of Evan on drums. Johnny and Dan start an entertaining back-and-forth of sorts, as Johnny's guitar in the left channel trades passages with Dan's organ in the right, which I thought was a really nice touch. The energy of the track almost gives the impression of randomness, in a controlled-chaos sort of way; the different musical elements come together to create a distinctly chaotic blend that nonetheless manages to fit together in a clearly structured manner. Moreover, this intro is a prime example of the fact that the implementation of an odd time signature does not have to come at the expense of groove, as the band's tight performance conveys some serious funk as well! It's a really fun intro that's sure to make you start tapping your feet along, and sets up the vibe of the track quite nicely.
 

Dropping into the first verse, Johnny's guitar drops into some almost-punk palm mutes as Evan's lead vocals enter. The lead vocals employ a theatrical almost-deadpan delivery, embracing a sort of over-the-top exaggerated showmanship that pairs well with the tongue-in-cheek atmosphere of the piece. The verse doesn't overstay its welcome, as the chorus hits after a short round of couplets. The whole band contributes backing vocals on a repeated refrain of "Schrodinger's sexuality", through a pretty dry vocal mix that gave a mental image of the four band members singing the song together over pints of beer in a tavern somewhere, which was solidly entertaining. Johnny's mix in general draws from a pretty organic, old-school classic rock sort of philosophy, where all the elements are presented as if the band is playing together in a room in front of me; the smoke and mirrors of the studio are mostly absent here, and I thought that was a great decision in terms of furthering the overall vibe of the track. The lyrics are also hilarious; Evan wailing "is she straight or gay??" stands out as a particularly great moment that elicited a genuine chuckle from me on first listen.
 
"Johnny, our guitarist, came in and wrote a peaceful medieval acoustic guitar part for the middle section as well as a harmonized riff between all the instruments… [he also] brought in Abi Mohr, another NYU student, as a session player to record flute for the medieval skit… Jackson, our bassist, then decided to put over the medieval instrumental a goofy skit where we 'travel back in time to figure out her sexuality', which was honestly the cherry on top for the whole song." –Evan Sheppard, lead vocalist of Funhouse Mirrors
 
Instead of feeding us a second chorus immediately after the second verse, the band instead veers off into an instrumental break, where Jackson really gets to show off their chops; they bust out a sick bass solo that hits all sorts of interesting chromaticisms as it walks up and down. The bass solo is nothing compared to the curveball that follows, though, as we suddenly drop out of prog rock territory into a hysterical bardcore breakdown. The drums, electric bass, and electric guitar all disappear, and we are instead carried forward by what sounds like a lute(??), plus an additional cameo from MTech student Abi Mohr on the flute. Over the top, Evan, Johnny, and Jackson perform a truly hilarious sketch set in the 17th century, as the three deliberate the sexual orientation of the song's subject for a solid minute. The section is chock-full of excellent one-liners and truly beautiful moments, and all three prove themselves as being really solid voice actors in addition to being skilled musicians. I won't spoil all the punchlines for you here, but do yourself a favor and go listen. I was laughing, out loud, for a solid minute or two. Fun times!
 

"As the song was coming together, I had more and more ideas to make the song even more insane, such as an a cappella section with us repeating the names of different sexualities." –Evan Sheppard, lead vocalist of Funhouse Mirrors


The song gives us another chorus, but Funhouse Mirrors still has one more comedic ace up their sleeve on the way out, as we enter a hilarious breakdown consisting of the band members performing an acapella rendition of different melodic elements from the song—only this time, they use only the names of various sexualities (someone recreates Jackson's bassline by singing "bi bi bi bi bi bi" really fast, the organ riff becomes "gay gay gay… GAY gay", and I'm pretty sure Johnny's off in the right speaker singing "pan pan pan pan"). It's ridiculous in the best way possible, and I'm pretty certain I missed the last chorus entirely on first listen since I was still chuckling over it. The track makes its exit at a little over the five minute mark, and yet, on account of all the switchups and fun moments, it truly never gets old, and I think that's a commendable feat.


"Schrodinger's Sexuality" is truly like nothing I've ever heard. Some might call it a novelty song, but it's also a really musically interesting, complex piece of work that manages to incorporate aspects of comedy and catchy songwriting to give it a very compelling appeal. I also interpreted the song's subject matter as being a wry commentary on the ease with which society becomes obsessed with the sexuality of a person, whether in the context of tabloid pieces about a celebrity or wild gossip amongst friends ("OMG, I think so-and-so might be gay", and so on). Whether or not the song was written with that exact angle in mind, I'm not entirely sure, but in any case, it's truly not that deep; the song is hilarious either way and it definitely ranks among my favorites from Funhouse Mirrors to date. "Schrodinger's Sexuality" is a wholly unexpected (but somehow deeply fitting) marriage between earnest, off-kilter, big-brained prog rock and absurd, ridiculous, hugely endearing comedy writing, and it's sure to find a home in many (ambiguously queer or not!) Spotify users' playlists from here forward!

Strawberry Launch - Light Blue Sheets


Stream "Light Blue Sheets" everywhere via the Strawberry Launch Linktree page!
 
Between myself and Reggie Katz, as the two chief writers on this blog, I always thought that Reggie was the bigger Strawberry Launch fan between the two of us. In recent months, though, I'm starting to think I'm winning out! Strawberry Launch, a five-piece psychedelic indie band comprised mostly of MTech alumni (lead vocalist Riiza, guitarist Matrianna, bassist Abby, keyboardist Taylor, and drummer Benjy), released their second single of the year this past June, the synthpop-influenced "Light Blue Sheets"… which now marks their second song of the year that shot up to the top of my Spotify On Repeat within the first week of its release! Following up their previous single, "Ready Yet", a psychedelic indie rock confessional dealing with the harsh realities of growing older, "Light Blue Sheets" takes a step into lighter thematic territory, buoyed by similarly airy production that straddles the line between '80s synthpop and '90s new jack swing. While the song certainly doesn't abandon the parts of Strawberry Launch I've come to know and love, it presents those qualities in a new light, through a distinctly shimmery, electronic lens that makes for a very exciting package that challenges one's perception of what Strawberry Launch can do in all sorts of fun new ways!


"['Light Blue Sheets'] is for the sexy, intimidating girls. I had an experience where I went to see an artist's show and immediately fell in love with their vibe and their alluring demeanor. I got home and wrote this song out so fast. I am deeply attracted to people with smooth confidence." –Riiza, lead vocalist of Strawberry Launch

Kicking us off with a growling, sharp-edged synth bass, Riiza's lead vocals enter shortly afterwards, taking us straight into the track without much prelude. She sings "You're so intimidating, pretty baby, golden lady", slightly veiled behind a shimmering reverb that synergizes really well with the track's vibrant, colorful imagery—golden ladies, pink dresses, light blue sheets, and so on. As the verse builds energy, Benjy brings a steady four-on-the-floor kick, Taylor contributes an extra pad layer, and Matrianna's guitars cameo for a short chordal passage that I thought made for a really nice 2000's pop rock kind of ornamentation. The mix sounds great—the instruments sound nice and lush, but Riiza cuts right through the center of the mix, with a crystal-clear vocal sound with just enough added color to blend in seamlessly with the track's brilliant, flamboyant, thoroughly dazzling soundscape.


The chorus wastes no time swelling into view, opening with massively catchy chanted shouts of "you! you! you!" that seamlessly transition into Riiza's first line ("You in a dress, as you're dancing alone/Taking off your makeup when we get home"). Matrianna contributes some jangly, bright guitar work that lends the whole thing a subtly skiffle pulse underneath its bombastic synthpop trappings, as Abby adds a forceful bassline that slams the chorus home. Benjy, Abby, and Taylor contribute additional elements that add to the rhythmic complexity of the track, as rapid synth arps and snare ghost notes and hi-hat frills all seem to melt together into one thundering train that never stops moving. Riiza's melody is super catchy, weaving and dancing over the chords, at one point ducking down into the third octave when the title setting ("in our light blue sheets") hits and some delicious backing vocal harmonies enter to back her up. In true pop songwriting fashion a la Max Martin, the band only gives us half of a chorus this first time through—a tried-and-true songwriter's trick that leaves us wanting more.


The second verse returns us to Benjy's four-on-the-floor pulse, this time with a slightly bigger-sounding instrumental arrangement. Flickers of distorted guitars, synth fifths, and occasional tom fills all contribute to the increased sense of scale I get from this second verse; in particular, I thought Riiza's call-and-response backing vocals were really nice, as was the "what are you staring at?" dialogue, which finally gave voice to the song's nameless subject. From there, the band gives us the full chorus we've been missing, lush harmonies and all. Listening to this chorus makes me wish I still had a car so I could blast it while going 90 down the freeway, hanging out the sunroof; the song has an infectiously carefree spirit, accompanied by an intensity that feels like soaring in the wind. One more chorus and the song is down and out, making a swift, clean pop exit that almost feels like it comes too soon.

"We’ve just been working on writing and producing it for the past few months, so I’m really happy with the final result. It’s definitely a feel-good song and perfect for summer. It always cheers me up when I listen to it, and I instantly feel like dancing." –Matrianna Gahol, guitarist of Strawberry Launch
 
Rarely does Strawberry Launch go straightforward pop, but "Light Blue Sheets" serves as a compelling argument that the band can hold their own just as well in the pop space as in their traditional indie psychedelic soundscape. Especially compared to the five-minute "Ready Yet", which I thought used its length, particularly its minute-long chorus, as an interesting deconstruction of pop songwriting, "Light Blue Sheets" is really compact, barely passing the three-minute mark; the song keeps resolutely moving forward, never staying in one place for long, and giving the listener catchy hook after catchy hook without making them wait. I'd say the song is over too fast, but ultimately, I think there's a solid argument to be made that that's a good thing, and the song's compactness has certainly been very effective at enticing me to play it over and over again on repeat (which I have been, unabashedly, for a month now. No shame). I'd also to venture to say that I've never heard Strawberry Launch lean this far into the "wall of sound" production aesthetic with their music before. "Light Blue Sheets" sounds massive, and the band blends together seamlessly into a great, swirling wall of textures and timbres that floods the whole frequency spectrum. I remember listening to the song's second verse and being genuinely unable to tell how much of what I was listening to was Matrianna's guitar or Taylor's synths or Abby's bass or all three. The result is a truly new evolution of Strawberry Launch, that eschews the endearing DIY spirit of their 2021 self-titled EP in favor of a big-budget tsunami that makes for an unassailable showcase of the band's pop appeal. Coming off this thing, I find myself hoping that "Light Blue Sheets", whether the band intended it to kick off a grand new era or not, means that we're in for a very, very exciting future from Strawberry Launch, because it certainly gives that vibe—and as always, I am truly excited to see whatever they throw us next!

Trash Bangs - Going To Be (Better Now)


Stream "Going To Be (Better Now)" via the Trash Bangs Linktree page! Also, be on the lookout for the duo's upcoming EP, We Regret to Inform You, which comes out August 28th. Pre-save the EP on Spotify and pre-order it via Bandcamp!
 
I arrived in MTech just a tad too late to cross paths with now-graduated synthpop duo Trash Bangs. Trash Bangs is comprised of vocalist & guitarist Kate Gallagher and producer Nick Royall, who both graduated in 2021, just before I entered MTech as an internal transfer. That same year brought the duo's debut EP, titled Teen Romance, an excursion into guitar-infused electronica and synthpop. This past July, Trash Bangs released their new single, "Going To Be (Better Now)", their first drop of new material in two years. Also my first peek into the cinematic universe of Trash Bangs, this new single embraces a hugely emotive collision between soft R&B and synthwave in a quarter-life crisis anthem that deftly captures early-adulthood feelings of self-doubt and regret deeply felt by many.


"I started the first versions of the instrumental way back in May of 2021 around the same time that Kate and I were graduating from MTech. We had just finished making our first EP Teen Romance not even a month before but I already had some new directions I wanted to explore as a producer for our second project. It started as just a beat and a melody I played on my OP1, but from the start I heard this guitar riff in my head that I wanted Kate to play over it." –Nick Royall, producer & composer of Trash Bangs
 
Opening with the sound of a distant church bell and an ominous, bitcrushed narration, the first verse gently swells into view on the backs of lush, washed-out guitars and sweet-tempered synth bells over gentle trap drums. The synthy, retro-nostalgic vibe of this opening section is really nice, and the wash of verdant, thick reverbs contrasts really nicely with Kate's straightfoward, relatively dry vocal, which sits front and center in the mix. Kate's vocal melodies capture saccharine minor key pop with a distinctly alt-rock bent, and her voice sounds excellent here, embracing an emotive, vulnerable presentation that synergizes well with the quiet regret that defines the song's emotional undercurrent. The chorus slides in smoothly, bringing picked broken chords on guitar, mirrored by some tasteful, mallet-like synth arps that subtly take up the emotional stakes a notch. Kate's vocals, while somewhat restrained, still soar in a really nice way here, floating up and down the scale with a lightness that feels effortless. I found myself wishing for some more EQ work here, as I started having trouble making out Kate's vocals underneath the added extra synths for the chorus; seemed like there was some masking there that might be impacting the intelligibility of the vocals a little too much for my taste. Still, though, this opening leg of "Going To Be (Better Now)" is a really strong one, and gifts us a beautifully poignant narrative and a catchy, emotive musical palette that sets up the track's emotional arc flawlessly from the jump.
 
"The lyrics of this song were inspired by the way I felt when I was laying in bed at night not able to sleep. The first verse is more about the physical feelings—lying in bed in the middle of the night sweating and panicking about everything you’ve ever been worried about. Even though very little of it is rational, somehow everything is always worse when you’re alone and sleep deprived. " –Kate Gallagher, vocalist & guitarist of Trash Bangs
 
"And I'd build me up
But it hurts more when I fall
I'd pick it up
Oh, but you never call
And I've let me down
More times than I can count
I thought that I'd be better by now."
 

"Thematically the song is about what Kate and I were feeling that summer after graduation. At the time I was dealing with a lot of feelings of failure, uncertainty, and disappointment stemming from how my college years ended after being disrupted by the pandemic. I was kind of questioning whether I had wasted my time at MTech since I hadn’t graduated with the kind of solid career direction that I would have wanted. In hindsight there were obviously a lot of external factors outside of my control that had led to that situation, but I was definitely blaming myself for a lot of it." –Nick Royall
 
 
"The lyrics of the chorus are some of my favorites that I’ve written. They allude to the fear of making the tough decisions necessary to make yourself better." –Kate Gallagher 

We're welcomed into the second verse by some really nice harmony parts courtesy of Kate, who augments the otherwise pretty austere soundscape with some tasteful ornamentation. It was at this point that I really started to fall in love with Kate's overall presentation as a vocalist; she actually reminds me quite a bit of a couple other MTech artists, namely Deadbeat Girl and Keyfauver; Kate conveys quiet, disaffected apathy with an expert touch, imbuing her voice with a subtle growl that provides a hint at the emotional turmoil behind the song's weighty subject matter. "Going To Be (Better Now)" deals first and foremost with feelings of regret; while Nick & Kate were chiefly inspired by their 2021 graduation mostly being sidelined due to the pandemic, I really admire how the lyrics take those feelings and make them universal, recontextualizing the feelings that stem from that post-college directionless miasma and making them instead into a story about letting yourself down over and over again. It's a really poignant blend that hits close to home for me, which I suppose speaks to Kate & Nick's achievements on the songwriting front here. It's a very strong piece of work that I'm sure many of us could relate to, and that's an accomplishment plenty deserving of recognition.
 
"We had the section from 2:20 onwards done first and it had this building energy to it that we felt needed some context, so we added the first half of the instrumental to give it a kind of verse/chorus section before leading into the build section… I had written some lyrics from the perspective of my inner dialogue basically telling me that I was to blame for all my problems and that it was some sort of personal failure that I couldn’t change my circumstances. Those lyrics became the spoken word section from 2:55 onward." –Nick Royall

To my surprise, two verses and two choruses are all we get, as the back half of the track is dedicated mostly to an extended instrumental jam section/outro that I ended up really falling in love with. Kate busts out a truly ripping guitar solo that has a distinctly singable melodic character; set lyrics to this, and in another alternate version of this song, it could have been the chorus. Underneath the guitar solo, distorted spoken vocals break the surface in the distance, reading out lyrics like "Acquaint yourself with failure/You'll find you like the taste/You had so much potential/You let it go to waste", which I thought made for a compelling representation of the self-destructive intrusive thoughts that so often punctuate and inspire music like this. Not to be forgotten are Nick's contributions on the production front, though, as he contributes all sorts of little synth elements that add to the driving, ever-building momentum of this section; the subtle changes in the drum pattern were a particular favorite as mine, as the hi-hats start hitting sixteenth notes and subtle synthetic cymbal notes start shining through in a way that adds a lot to the energy. Ending on a distant crowd chanted refrain of "it's never going to be/it's never going to be", the song takes us out through a chill, meditative outro before fading away to silence. 


"For me personally, these lyrics are about taking a leap in your life, but being too afraid of failing to try. During this time of my life, there were so many changes happening to me personally as well as in the world. I was terrified and I recognize now that some of my coping methods were not effective.
To at least end this on a high note, the second chorus was the last thing written for this song. For the longest time I could not crack it and then one day it came to me while I was in the shower. Most of my best ideas are written in the shower." –Kate Gallagher

I'm sure one might make the case that "Going To Be (Better Now)" released a couple years too late to be a bona fide pandemic depression song, but in my humble opinion, its succinct, vulnerable presentation of its thematic material makes it universally compelling. Packaging complex feelings into a song is always a difficult task; the medium of songwriting, where words have to rhyme, and where songwriters are constantly encouraged to write shorter and shorter songs, is naturally a very limiting storytelling format. With this in mind, I really love Kate & Nick's decision to chuck away and discard most of the context that actually led to this song's creation in favor of simply communicating the core emotional theme of hopelessly wishing your life had turned out better. This thing is full of great lines; for me personally, the title setting at the end of the chorus ("I thought that I'd be better by now") is a particular standout, but there's no shortage of other zingers that pluck at the heartstrings and hit deep ("You don't need other people/You're better on your own/You can't be independent/'Cause you cannot be alone" is another favorite of mine). Because of the strength of its narrative, this track utterly earns its length, as its long outro section serves as a hugely cathartic release of all the tension we've spent the entire chorus building up. I don't quite know how else to describe the outro other than by saying it feels like crashing waves in the best way possible, dispelling the wild, untamed energy of the ocean and dispersing it peacefully across the sand. This song is sad, sure, but listening to the whole thing feels like a journey that ends in a resolutely peaceful place. It's very emotionally potent, and Kate's gripping vocal performance along with Nick's saavy quiet-storm production both go hand-in-hand in making this thing a knockout combination that ranks among my favorite tracks of the year so far.
 
"Way later when we had all of the songs from the EP done we felt like this song was narratively a good starting point for the arc of the project, starting from a place of defeat and self deprecation and ending in a place of letting go of what you can’t control and focusing on the things that bring you joy in life. The full project the song is from is called “We Regret to Inform You” and it’ll be out August 28th." –Nick Royall

Nick gently let me know in an email that Trash Bangs' next EP, We Regret to Inform You, comes out August 28th. I'll be marking my calendar for that day, and I very much encourage all of you to do the same!

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As always, thanks for reading! We've got some organizational reshuffling to do behind the scenes, but I promise that we'll keep you guys updated with fresh new articles as often as we can. In the meantime, be on the lookout for 3rd Ave's new single "ESPN", as well as new releases from Deadbeat Girl and whY'Z! Happy listening and take care—we'll see you next month!

–Alex Han

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